urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:amby Amber Amber Amber 2001-09-28T01:56:31Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:amby:814 Sheex 2001-09-28T01:56:31Z 2001-09-28T01:56:31Z Celtic Charm ~ Track 4 It seems he does like me.. he thinks I'm pretty and all.. but he doesn't believe in long distance relationships. I've pretty much sworn off long distance relationships after Alex really fucked me over but I'm starting to really like Rich.. like.. more than just him being some cute guy.. Lord what <b>am</b> I getting myself into urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:amby:667 Depression 2001-09-27T23:07:33Z 2001-09-27T23:07:33Z Slipknot ~ No Life Alex came online.. then nickelback - how you remind me came on. Both are horribly depressing and the song reminds me of alex. I'm like so pathetic its disgusting urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:amby:507 First Entry 2001-09-27T07:16:15Z 2001-09-27T07:16:15Z Ace of Base Well as of right now I'm trying to figure out how the fuck to validate this LJ.. other then that theres not much going on. This is the LJ I'm going to use to write in when I can't write in my other one. You know what I mean.. I have friends that read that one I can't exactly talk about them in it.. ya know?<br /><br />Oh well on to what I want to complain about. Theres this guy.. Sheex.. his real name is Rich.. he's sooo cute.. and he's really nice too but alas he has no interest in me. And I'm all on the rebound from Alex.. god this is depressing. Not being wanted by ANYONE you want to be wanted by.. then the only people who do want you are ones you only want as friends. <br /><br />I feel like crying and such but that reminds me of being weak and I hate being or feeling weak. I want to feel loved again, and I want Alex to just die.. ::bangs her head on the wall:: why does my life have to suck so horribly?